Jazz, From Beginning to End
Sermon
preached By Rev. Ginger Gaines-Cirelli -
December 12, 2010
Isaiah 35:1-10, James 5:7-10, Matthew
11:2-11
“My way
right away.”
“What have you
done for me lately?”
“What’s in it
for me?”
“Looking out
for Number One.”
“I did it MY
way!”
These are some
of the mantras that govern many in the world today. I’m not sure that
the individualist and self-serving notion is a new one, however. It
seems that human beings have always been pretty good at making things
“all about ‘ME.’” The Judeo-Christian story provides a stark contrast
to this human tendency. Because from beginning to end the story we tell
is about relationships—about how to make things as much or more about
others as about ourselves. In short, our story is one long and dramatic
call to love God with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength and our
neighbors as ourselves. John the Baptizer’s ministry was not about
getting people to see him, love him, laud and magnify him. Rather his
whole ministry was about pointing beyond himself to another, to Jesus.
And, from beginning to end, Jesus was all about serving others—and
especially the most vulnerable in the world—and not only sometimes or
when it was convenient, but as a way of life. One could also argue that
Jesus, too, wasn’t that interested in getting people to love him,
but rather he spent his whole life showing us how to love one
another—and pointing beyond himself to the kingdom of heaven, the reign
of God.
All of this is
to say that our faith involves relationship, it involves caring about
more than just my own needs or desires, it involves being part of a
community; it involves attending to the needs of the most vulnerable
ones in God’s creation. Truly, these communal, other-focused aspects of
the faith are not peripheral to our practice of Christian faith. On the
contrary, as those who are created in the image of God, a God who IS a
community of self-giving love, our primary practice of faith, our
primary activity of being and becoming who we really are is found in
intentional, relational, communal living. (doesn’t mean living in a
commune!)
Weekly
gatherings for worship are our most regular, broadly shared communal
experience of relating to God and to one another. For those who come in
for the first time, what they see, hear, and do as part of our worship
tells them a lot about who we are and what we’re about. For those of us
who are here regularly, everything we do in worship is an occasion for
rehearsing our faith. One writer says that “the repeated patterns and
practices of Christian worship over time shape us in ways of
being with God and one another. In the repeated patterns and practices
of Christian worship, we are formed and fashioned into the values and
vision of the gospel.”[i]
“Repeated patterns and practices,” it is suggested, are necessary in
order to be formed into the shape that more closely resembles the
kingdom of heaven. Ritual forms us into a more Christ-like shape?
It shouldn’t
surprise us, really. One easy analogy is a body-builder: if he wants
to change the shape of his body to emphasize certain aspects of his
physique, then regular, repeated patterns and practices are required.
The same movement, over and over, builds strength and definition. If we
want our lives to look a certain way, to have particular characteristics
and reflect particular values, then repeated patterns and
practices—disciplined habits—are required to help our lives take that
shape.
The repeated
patterns and practices of Christian worship have, from time to time,
come under attack when they seemed to have disintegrated into empty,
unexamined formulaic words and actions that don’t bear the fruit of
changed lives. The founder of the Methodist movement, John Wesley, was
deeply concerned about the fact that the Anglican Church of which he was
a part seemed to have devolved into empty ritualism, seemingly cut off
from the life-transforming power of the Holy Spirit. His response to
this concern was to organize small groups to study the Bible, pray,
support one another in the faith, hold each other accountable, and serve
the poor. These small groups provided a context within which folks were
reminded of what they were doing and of the God whom they worshiped when
they showed up on Sunday morning. Wesley remained an Anglican priest
his whole life and always expected members of the Methodist societies to
worship at their parish church, bringing their spiritual awakening with
them into the pews to enliven the ritual with a vital and living faith
in a living God!
Our spiritual
heritage as United Methodists, therefore, is rich with the worship
patterns and practices of the Anglican Church out of which we grew, but
also enlivened by an intentional focus on the movement of the Holy
Spirit who is always at work to challenge us, transform us, inspire us,
and make us new. The best example I have found for how this works in
practice is a musical example. In playing jazz or the blues, “what
happens in the various melody lines, in the interaction between bass and
treble at the piano, or in the interaction between various instruments,
depends on a basic pattern and progression of harmonies that keep
repeating. While this repeating pattern regulates the improvisation
that occurs above and within it, it is also this repeating pattern that
makes the improvisation possible in the first place. If each musician
has to constantly think about or reinvent the pattern, improvisation
will be limited; the music will not ‘happen.’ The pattern must be so
much a part of the musicians, like the beating of the heart or the
regular inhaling and exhaling of the lungs, that they do not have to
think about it but can ‘play’ it. At the same time, the pattern
provides something upon which the diverse instrumental voices can build
harmony and play off one another; without the pattern, there is only a
discordant juxtaposition of voices, speaking at or over one another.”[ii]
Ritual, the repeated patterns and practices of Christian faith in
worship, as jazz! What a concept… But it does make sense. The basic
pattern is the dramatic movement of our worship—gathering in prayer and
praise, being encountered by the Word of God, responding to the Word in
acts of faith, sacrament, and commitment, and being commissioned and
sent forth. The improvisation happens as the Word or context calls
forth something new, innovative, creative. So within the basic pattern,
certain elements may change from week to week. In any given week,
something may happen “on the spot” that calls forth a communal response
at the prompting of the musicians or worship leader.
I will never
forget the Ascension Sunday when, after preaching a sermon inspired by
an image of Christ dancing into heaven, I planned to have my friend sing
the song “I Hope You Dance.” I knew I would invite the congregation to
respond during the song, but wasn’t sure what form that response would
take—whether it would be an invitation to pray at the altar or in the
pews, or—well, I just didn’t know ahead of time. When the time came, I
simply invited folks to respond however they wanted to…they could pray,
they could just ponder, they could dance, whatever. And, lo and behold,
people got up and started dancing together, right there in church! This
is improvisation—and I am convinced that the Holy Spirit was at work
because it all felt so alive and…dangerous!
Ritual
provides us the context within which such surprising things can
happen—because the patterns offer us a familiar and safe space, created
together in community, within which we can allow ourselves to respond in
new ways. Ritual is also important because of its consistency—it helps
us remain in relationship to God and to one another through the varying
conditions of our lives and the inconsistencies of our feelings and
moods; this is why I encourage those who are grieving—or those who are
struggling in their faith—to try to get back into regular worship as
soon as possible; the ritual helps provide something constant, a place
to be held. It has also been said that ritual practice is necessary for
us because of our persistent amnesia—our forgetting who we are, whom we
live for, and why.[iii]
And so we come together, we pray and listen and ponder. We stand as we
are able to sing our praises to God and to honor Jesus Christ at the
reading of the Gospel. We speak words full of poetry and mystery that
call us to remember the story, to remember who we are and who God is and
why we are here anyway—that it’s not all about me or my way right away
or just looking out for Number One, that there is something larger of
which we are a part and that there is hope for our lives no matter what
the circumstances.
The Sunday
after the tragedy of 9-11, I found myself at a complete loss for words.
What word could possibly contain all that needed to be expressed? I
knew that I didn’t have it in me to create something new to speak into
that dreadful time. And so that Sunday—even though it wasn’t a
Communion Sunday, we gathered at the Table. We confessed and received a
word of grace, we offered peace to one another, we recounted the loving,
saving deeds of God and the mighty acts God wrought through Jesus
Christ. We prayed that God’s Kingdom would come on earth as in heaven.
We broke the bread and shared the cup, proclaiming our hope in
Christ—that in the face of the worst the world can do, God can bring
healing, reconciliation, and new life. It was the ritual that gave us
the words—the old, old story of Jesus and his love. Every week
following that one, we gathered mid-week to continue to embody our hope
in Christ in the midst of the brokenness of the world…those folks had
never received Communion every week. And the ritual began to do its
work on them and it became part of their lives in a new way, shaping and
forming them into a people who were even more deeply grounded in the
promise of new life offered to us in Christ Jesus.
Perhaps the
most poignant example for me of the power of ritual to form and shape us
and to become so much a part of us that it lives in our bones is the
experience of praying and singing with folks who suffer from Alzheimer’s
disease or dementia. Somehow the Lord’s Prayer, the favorite Christmas
carol—whatever was repeated and enlivened through the rituals of the
Church for that person—those things remain when so much else is lost.
The disease can’t touch that part of them; they can still recite those
prayers…it makes me think that we might want to be very intentional
about what we include or exclude from our regular pattern of worship
because those rituals will live in very deep places in us. They form
us; and they remind us who we are even when so much else of our lives is
forgotten.
I invite you
to think about what rituals, what words, what melodies, dwell deep in
your own soul… How do those rituals and words shape you? How do they
help you remember what is true? How do they call you to follow the One
who lives, from beginning to end, for others?
E. Byron Anderson, “Introduction,” Worship Matters: A United
Methodist Guide to Ways to Worship, Nashville: Discipleship
Resources, 1999, p. 9.
[iii] Daniel T. Benedict, Jr., “Worship at the
Heart of the Congregation’s Ministry System,” Worship
Matters: A United Methodist Guide to Ways to Worship,
Nashville: Discipleship Resources, 1999, p. 21.
